Having lunch | victemofsuicide's Blog

So, I was having lunch with one of my really good friends. She has taught me so much. Anywho, not that it matters, but she is 62. And like I said, she is one of my closest most dearest friends. So, we were talking. And I wasn't sure how we ended upon this topic, but we were talking about being young and growing older. And I said something that made her tear up. I said, "I'm afraid to grow up." then she asked me why. I continued and told her, "Becuase I know myself right now. And I realy like myself where I am. And I dont ever want to lose myself. " The part where I had said taht I dont ever want to lose myself is what really had got her. Im not sure why, but Im hoping that when im older and look back on this I will realize why she had cryed.