My first post | victemofsuicide's Blog

I wanted to have something where I could let out whats in my head without speaking my secrets to someone I know. So, here I am getting everything off my chest while being anonamous.

I'll start by telling a lil about myself.

I'm almost 17, just a lil baby in this fucked up world. I have dropped out, and since I live in a small town, its really hard to find a job. I have been looking, applied about everywhere. So right now I just have decided to temporarally give up. Gosh, I can't spell. Any who, most of the time I chill with friends, smoke up my mothers cigga butts and sit on my computer. (I may somtimes mention it as Shiela; I like naming stuff, hehe. It seems to make my thoughts a lil more interesting.) I listen to almost any kind of music, but mostly metal, preferably black and death metal. Um...lets c, I poke smot. Im not a bad kid or anything, you prolly already think ima loser. But im honestly a good person.

One thing I love doing is inspiring people. I want to see people doing good things, weather it's donating 10 cents or picking up trash. Idk, its just one of the few things that puts a smile on my face.

I have many princaples, so Im not going to through them now. Ill just let them slip out as I write blogs.

I wish everyone happiness and wealth(sounds like a fourtune cookie); but honestly, how often do wishes come true?